Lovesick (2001)
Give me a lovesick pill,
The need has devoured my will,
to contain my soul
Even when the storm has stilled,
A million thoughts have spilled,
My heart has sunk to low
I need strength,
to carry me on
I need hope,
to push me through
Give me a paradise
Where tears don’t turn to ice
And I can dream in peace
Some being has cast a spell
And into the light I fell
The feeling surges through me
I need tears
to heal me
I need eyes
to see the truth
The void has closed in me
But hurt seems to be free
I ache to be there
Inside the core of me
I beg for her to see
The fire that burns so deep
I need love
to include my world
I need her
to be with me
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A simple song I wrote when I was younger to play to the one that I thought, at the time, was the girl of my dreams and who broke my heart. The performance didn’t have the desired result, but it did at least please audiences elsewhere (really small and private ones).
It intrigues me to see how radically I have changed and hopefully matured since the time I authored the original content of this and the last two (Soul Urge & Prophecy) posts. I wonder if I would go to the same length to serenade a significant other again…
